supposed to go mcDonald, to eat my fillet meal :D, been longing for that since i got back from my tawau trip but no chance.

thank God ian is no longer crying not going to school...seems fine for the past 2 days...i tried to bring him out early, walk around the neighborhood, buy his favorite junk :P, then set alarm for him, telling him we've got to head to the school once the alarm rings...he accepted it :D, bring him outside his school, let him peep his teachers....so yesterday, when we walked closer to the side gate where we normally drop our kid off, he happily told other teacher "i saw x老师 from outside!!!", the teachers there all cheered for him for not crying. phewwwww!!! i hope he will remain that way...thank God, the 3 days thunder storm is over. jem said i'm brilliant :D ooooo hooo, of course! of course! first of all, i married to a brilliant man, i would definitely get some of his imparted creativity juice, i accept that compliment! i got to use a lot of ways to con persuade them to do things you know!!!

anyway, back to my fillet meal, yes, i go there myself and have time alone. back to my working days, i don't like to eat alone, i would either dabao back or don't eat (oh oh oh, that will NEVER happen) to office. but now, having stay at home for so long and with the kids around, which means no peaceful meals, i don't care about it anymore. the eat-alone started 3-4 months ago i think? need to go thomson for checkup, since i think i'll only be away for at most 3 hours, i left the boys to ah gong ah po's care. saw doc and went to the coffee shop opposite the hospital, ordered wonton mee and teh...the feeling is great...no eat in a hurry, no mess, just me and my journal. the wonton mee is lousy but nevermind, i enjoyed the teh, then writing down my thoughts. don't care about "why this woman is alone? where's her friend or husband?". it just great!

i have that more frequent ever since then...sometimes would go j8 after dropping ian to school and make nathan nap...then ah gong ah po don't have to do so much work.
went to the peranakan restaurant and mcDonald, just myself. very nice :D

now getting lesser again, feeling tired physically. but definitely looking forward to the day when i can be alone again :D