very happy! we decided to get internet access for our home and it's up last night!!! wah haha!!!

been internetless for 3.5 weeks and all i have been doing is eat, wake and sleep. been living like a pig, am marvelled at the amount of food i can eat when nathan no longer occupying my tummy space in the womb. eat eat eat till my face also become chubbier (very depressing!) but of course am now a sleep-deprived momma too.

how's little nathan? oh yay, he's fine. can see that he's putting on weight, pee pee and poo poo well. crying like rifle everyday (his mother's fault, will tell you more if i want to confess my sins publicly here). back as a cow mother again...feed, feed and feed. day time normally gotta feed hourly or every two hours...i can't achieve 3 hourly....don't ask me why okie, i don't know. but i thank God that he wakes for feed almost 3 hourly most of the time at night. my dear confinement lady been saying this for the last 3 weeks "why you cry again? you didn't drink enough huh?" sigh... not that i didn't give him enough, he refuse to drink after nursing for 5-10 mins...and i did many ways to wake him up...and when he's up, he refuse to open up his golden mouth, nothing i can do about it sometimes. uhmmm...nevermind...i always tell nathan "ook ooookkkk come come come!!! you have this 'all you can drink' buffet here".

just 3 days left, confinement lady will be gone and i'll be handling 2 boys alone.

taking a deep breatheeeeee...i can do it!!! i can do it!!!

good night...will update again when both boys sleep early like tonight...