yohoh!!! merry christmas to everybodaaaay!

love christmas very much, been looking forward to this wonderful season, with all the nice christmas decor, christmas trees!!! but of course, not to forget my dear Lord Jesus Christ Who died for us so that we can have eternal life.

went orchard today....finally! managed to pak to with my hubby after...uhm...don't know how long since the last one. jem has been very busy with work, reached home late every night. so, to have him go out with me is very sweet! both of us ended up home exhausted...me especially.

actually, 2 of us, the tired souls already feeling weak, sleepy when going out...only me being stubborn, die die must go out. after out for 3 hours...i'm the one who's dying to go home...(but no regrets!!!) jem said, pregnant woman shouldn't walk so much in their 1st trimester, coz tend to get tired easily...but you know...he later 'suan' me that..."well, but somebody still stubborn, so let her be" :P

told you this pregnancy is different right? yeah...very different. i have no special craving or special hatred of any sort of food, not much nausea in my first pregnancy. pretty smooth i must say. but this second one....some of you might know that i like chocolate cake, brownie. and now...i don't even want to eat and even look at it! the thought of it causing me no appetite! you know...mandarin word "fan wei". i have not much appetite recently, now eat for the sake of eating instead of enjoying every mouthful of it. have minor nausea throughout the day...and surprisingly i don't feel it when i'm shopping :P

people ard me ask me to wean ian, coz when the 2nd one coming, both babies will wear me down...both want to nurse! gynae said it's good to give ian 'cold turkey' for a period of time, so that he can wean off quickly. called me a selfish mom...i simply not ready to do that...i'm just hoping ian will wean off himself. some moms said when their milk supply dropped drastically during their pregnancy, their baby/toddler will wean off themselves coz no milk...but to some, they continue to nurse without weaning. heard of 'tandem nursing'? it means you nurse 2 babies or one toddler and baby together! it's possible and a lot of nursing mothers doing it. i don't know whether i can do it...

anyway, looking forward to the next checkup, 5 jan 2007. can't wait to see my baby!